I have always found weight to be the hardest thing in my life. It is my trial for now and I don't want to let myself be defeated by it. I have been overweight as long as I can remember and I was bullied quite a bit for it. When I reached high school I completely shut myself off from everyone because I didn't want to let anyone hurt me.
It wasn't until 2011 that it felt like I woke up from a deep sleep and realized I had gained about 100 pounds through high school and my first year of university. I decided to make some changes and I lost 120 pounds in 16 months. I have not had chocolate in 27 months and I have not had potato chips in 15 months. Over the summer (5 months) I gained back about 30 pounds and it was my first taste of backsliding. I am determined to not let this beat me because I can do better and be better. My failures do not define who I am. My determination, dedication, and confidence define me.I know that I can work hard and be the fancy woman and classy lady I want to be.
Hannah, I thought you were way classy and beautiful before you lost the weight! However as one who also has struggled with weight, I totally understand how you felt. Thanks for the inspiration. Sister Mohsen.
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