Who remembers what my voice sounds like... cause I don't

For some reason I always feel like blogging in the middle of the night.  I don't know what it is but this is when I feel like writing.  

This week has been kind of difficult.  I didn't realize how much I usually do and how much I love to get out of the house.  A few years ago I could just lie around all day everyday and not care about anything.  This week I have been sick and I lost my voice and I am going stir crazy.  I missed classes all week and I haven't gone to the gym, or done much.

Monday night I went to a ward activity, Tuesday I didn't leave the house.  I laid on the couch all day, watched sad movies and just cried.  Wednesday I cleaned my room and then left the house for 1/2 an hour for a Relief Society Presidency meeting, and today was my most active day.  I drove my roommate to school, went to the store and went to Pizza Pie Cafe with friends for a little while because I am so sick of doing nothing.  That is all that has happened in the whole week.  

I feel so lazy just staying home and not getting anything done.  I love being productive and going out.  

I suppose this is really a good thing, needing to get out.  It is just so hard because I love to talk.  Most people know this already but I talk all the time.  Right now all i can do is whisper and if I whisper too much I start coughing. 

Hopefully if I can just rest this weekend I will be better by monday and I can get back to life.  I need to get to the gym because right now I have started feeling terrible about myself and the progress that I have made.  I know I need to keep things in perspective but I keep looking at what I haven't done instead of what I have accomplished.

(Rachel cheered me up with some Anne quotes and this picture found on pinterest)

I am happy that I am an active person and that I care about living a full life.  I just need to get back to it.