Saturday, January 19, 2013

Opening ceremonies

Goodness Gracious!  It feels like it has been such a long week and I just never know what is going on.  Tonight I had opening ceremonies for the Biggest Winner program here at school and I have very mixed emotions about it.  I am so excited to get back to the gym and to progress and improve more but I am worried that I won't be good enough and I will let me team down.  I know I have already come so far but at times I feel like it just isn't good enough.  
My trainers said that we are going to be doing insanity this semester and I once tried the fitness test for it and I wanted to cry.  It was horrible.  I know that once things get going, as long as I have a positive attitude things will be great.
I just have so many things I want to do and places I want to go and I am always getting scared and holding myself back.  I need to work on letting go of those silly fears because honestly I am really cool and I rock.  Also I am kind of gorgeous.  I know I sound really conceited but you have to be confident in order to pull anything off.  One thing I am always saying to people is that if you are not confident about yourself or an outfit or whatever it won't be as good.  I really should just listen to my own advice.  Maybe I would be less crazy.  Oh well.
Shirt: JC Penney
Skirt: DownEast Outfitters (christmas present from Josie)
Watch: Aldo Accessories 
( song I am loving right now)

2 comments:

  1. Hey! Tell Tanner he's a brat for not letting me know about Biggest Winner! I told him to tell me! I wanted to train again!

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  2. One of the best things you can do for yourself is to go after what makes you happy, and don't regret it. Don't be reckless! But don't regret it. We all deserve to seek and obtain our happiness.
    It is so cool you're going after what you want Hannah. Times may get hard, and things may seem scary; but sometimes its when we're scared of trying or doing something that we actually need to do it.
    Change and the unknown is frightening, but we can do anything if we persevere, keep our head held high, and enjoy ourselves.

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