Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Why do I write in the middle of the night?

It feels like I haven't blogged in forever but I suppose it has only been about two weeks.  It has been a little bit crazy around here lately but things seem to finally be settling down in good ways. Sometimes I worry that people think I just get everything I want without working for it.  The truth though, is I work really hard.  I have been spending most evenings (after I work out) in the studio working and doing all I can to get to where I want to be.  The thing with me is once I decide I want something I will find a way to get it.  That might sound conceited of me but I just work at it until I achieve my goals.
 I am planning on applying for the BFA program in 3D which is kind of like the elite program.  It is just more specialized.  In order to do this I have to present my portfolio and it has to be really good.  I am finally falling in love with some of my pieces.  This week I threw these two babies 

  
Another stressful thing has been finding a job.  I have decided to stay in Rexburg or the spring and in order to do so I need money.  I managed to get a job at the Library this week, which is a huge blessing.
Lastly this past week I lost 3 and a half pounds which was great because I pushed really hard all week.  I just need to keep at it and I will reach my goals with that as well.
It sometimes seems like things just happen but when you only see the final product of hard work it can seem easy. 
I am so grateful for all that I have and I really do work for everything.  Nothing in life comes easy, you just have to work and hope and have faith that things will turn out.  

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